"Few more hours being 14"

A whole lot of things which used to matter, just don't matter that much anymore. Maybe they still do, well, then it's just me cause I can't feel it. Which is quite confusing, cause I know how I feel but I'm afraid to face it.

Yea, sometimes you think something gets better everyday, but yet, somehow, it just doesn't.

I'm just grateful, that I don't feel like I'm suffocating anymore.

And suddenly, being 15 doesn't seem exciting anymore. Cause none of it matters, none of it matters now.