"It's all coming down to a point"

People change. Yes. But I didn't expect people to change so much. It's scary, really. How much they can change within such a short period of time. Sometimes, when people think that things are simple, they are actually not. Because, as simple as it can be, human beings tend to make things complicated. They like to make things complicated. They think, it is fun. Being caught in a whirlpool like that. When people gets hurt, who really does win? Nobody.

Right now, all I can do is to watch everything fade away. All those people who are close to me, are slowly drifting away. Talk about how absence makes the heart grow fonder. I think, absence, makes a person much more superficial. And it's not like I didn't try. I really tried. But I'm only human. I get tired. It gets really tiring, when you get nothing out of it. Maybe, I shouldn't even bother trying to figure all this out. Sometimes, I look at them, and I wonder what this could have been, if I had started it out correctly.

There are times when I really want an answer. But with one eye closed, I can pretend I didn't see a single thing. I'm happy, really.