"Complicated matters"


You know. Life does suck sometimes. When I was young, I used to have no qualms about doing things for others. Now that I've grown, things are so much, so much more different.

Kindergarten, where we used to be so innocent. We didn't bother to put up facades. We don't care what people think of us. We're just ourselves. Now though, because of all those stupid facades that people put on, it cripples our vision. It makes our vision turn horribly blur. It makes us refuse to believe in things so, blatantly possible. I didn't have any idea it was possible for a single human being to have so many masks. I thought just penetrating past one, would be enough. How would I know, that it would be so easy for me to be bought over? I'm really really stupid.

Sometimes, I wish. That things weren't so complicated. But if everything were that simple, it would take the fun out of life, wouldn't it?

And suddenly I realise. I've long forgotten. Have you?

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I really wish I could treat you like I once did. Ever heard of the phrase, 'once bitten, twice shy'? Well. That's how I feel right now. You make me feel so disgusted with myself. Well, you've got what you wanted. Don't bother me anymore. I wish you all the best. Do whatever you want. Just leave me out. Cause in the end, I'd be the one who has to clear up the mess after you.

You can treat today as the last memory you are getting.

Bye.
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