"So much to say"

I have manymanymany things to say. But I just don't know where to begin. Ironic much? Whatever.

Things happened today. During some lesson. And now, I just want to tell you. We will not change for you. Rather, it is you, who has to change. Because in this freaking superficial and screwed up world, it's either you live with it, or you get out. So, to ensure that all of us live our last 1 and 1/4 year happily, I suggest you reflect on yourself. I kinda pity you. Cause you don't even know what you did wrong. But I can guarantee you, if you don't change, then, it's too bad. Because in the end, the one who suffers is not us, it's you. And as a friend, I don't wish you to see you suffer. If you fall, I'll just try my best to be there and pick you up. I can't promise anything. But one thing I can tell you is that, if you don't stop acting like you own this world, if you don't stop being self centred, then I can't help you much. I don't want to pity you. Because it would seem like I'm looking down on you. I'd rather call it as giving you advice.

And you rendered me speechless once again.

God bless,
Eileen.