"There's no turning around"

Did you ever think, that I might be disappointed as well? Doesn't my opinion matter at all? I feel ever so barricaded and dumb.

It rained today. The rain often creates in me this awfully silly sense of melancholy which manages to be somehow, refreshingly invigorating. Goodness gracious, the mess I make of myself.

Tests're soon coming my way. Guess this'll all result in me planning with great enthusiam -my study schedule. Still, I can almost assure you,It's merely a pristine example of velleity. In the interim, I suppose instead of slipping into the reveries I so often entertain. I'll attempt fufilling my ever so great intentions. (:

Love,
Eileen