Horizon: An imaginary line that recedes as you approach it.

Thinking too much triggers unnecessary thinking.

I finally realise. How much people can change within such a short period of time. To suit their environment, crowds; conformity, whatnot. But still, isn't that just adaptation? It's beyond my understanding why certain people are able to remain so utterly ignorant. it beats me, how they posess this incredible ability to permit such sudden, and in my opinion, schizophrenic alteration.

It's such a pity, we being the weaklings we all are. Sometimes, I don't think people really do understand each other as much as they seem to and claim. We all have our own reasons for doing certain things, and its not feasible that someone else grasps that reason entirely. We all put up facades; wall them around our own dear selves so much we don't even know what's going on anymore. It cripples our vision, makes us distrust things so blatantly possible and to believe in fantasies, as wild as our minds take us. And sometimes, when we want to break out, the world comes crashing back again, and it's often too much for one to take. Because we all have our own insecurities and secret fears; though we don't admit it, they're as real as anything else gets. We cover it up, masking it from the prying eyes of the masses. But sometimes, its a little too much to keep hidden altogether. We condemn, and we rise. It's addictive, it's fun, and we keep crawling back for more. And this damned process repeats itself so much, we get lost amidst the fight we started once with our own hands, and only all too soon we start mouthing all sorts of nonsense and insensitive words we don't even mean in the first place. We start acting in ways so unnatural and unfamiliar; in mannerism once despised, yet now so painfully seductive.

Apropos much,
Thinking time.

I'm sorry