As you all can see, this blog has been a form of shallow posting more and more each day. (:

Sometimes, I wonder if I even mean as much to you as you mean to me. Sometimes, I wonder if you even knew I existed. Sometimes, I think I am the one always trying to save this friendship. Tell me. What have you ever done to keep all these from falling apart? I don't even think you know that I'm talking about you. Everytime I try to talk to you, try to get to know you, it seems like you are so far away. Not even listening to a word I say. Call me sensitive or whatever. I don't care. Maybe I really am sensitive. But hello??? Can you try to spare a thought for others? This world doesn't revolve around you. I don't have that much patience to deal with you any longer. Heck. I don't even think I know you anymore. Oh well. What can I say? Thank you for crashing all of it down in just a split second. I don't want to put on a facade. I can't even smile around you anymore. I want to feel comfortable in my own skin. Goodbye to this friendship of ours. I've finally seen your true colours. I'm not gonna try and save it any longer. I'm sick and tired of all this.

And I thought this was never going to end

But anyway, On the bright side, I have many people to thank for always being by my side and making me feel comfortable in my own skin :D I love them loads

TO:
Renee: No. It's not you. HAHA! I think you are very cute.. First thing after you read the previous post, you sms-ed to say that you're sorry for not being a good friend. I love you lots. (even for the fact that I think you are weird and you often leave me speechless), you are the bestest friend that I can ever have. FBBF:D love you!

PSB: HAHA! Thank you for always being there in times of my need. Words can't express how much I appreciate that. Thank God for sending you into my life. You are the SuperBestie that I can always rely on and confide in. Thank you SO much for everything. 我爱你:D Je t'aime!(incase you didn't know, it means I love you you bodo(: ) <3

Ern Huei: HOHAHOHAHOHA! I love irritating the crap outta you. HAHA! Thank you for always being so patient and listening to all my crap+rants+whatever. You are the bestest, funniest, nices... Ok. Forget it. I was just about to say nicest. HAHA! But anyway, I thank you for EVERYTHING. :D I love you!

Hilary: Hello my dearest beloved ABF:D I love all the phone conversations with you. HAHA. Even though I hate your phone for making such weird noises. HAHA. But anyway, that's not the point. HAHA! You manage to crack me up every single minute and get me out of my trance and sleepiness. And talking to you about my troubles. Heart to heart talk:DDD HAHA. Silent convo is the BEST convo I can ever have with you:D Thank you for everything you've done. I love you!

Weedy+Ann+Sharms: HELLO! You three always manage to crack me up every single way possible. HAHA! It's great knowing you guys and having such great and amusing friends to get my through the day. Sharm's autism and Weedy's bad eyesight(no. she is not cute) Although Ann's ahemwhiningahem isn't exactly helpful. But I thank God for you guys(: <3

Jiexi+Rachel Tay+Sheryl+Stephanie: Hello you 4! Even though we are not in the same class anymore, I thank you all for always being with me through my ups and downs and always encouraging me. Thank you SO much for everything. I love you guys plenty! (esp, my HCL pard:D )

Samantha: Potty! Thank you for ever being so understanding and always being a very supportive pillar. HAHA. I'm really really sorry for not going for the concert with you. But... You know I love you plenty right? HAHA! You are the BESTEST bandmate I can ever have. I enjoy EVERY SINGLE MINUTE spent with you (SLEEPOVER:D ). Thank you for your thoughtfulness and all and listening to whatever I have to say. HAHA. I love you pots!

Rocker: HAHA! What can I say? I thank God for YOUYOUYOU in my life. HAHAHA! Thank you for always cracking me up yo. HAHA! I love you plentyplentyplenty. :D

Sharon: Hello you! I really thank God for you. For ever being so straightforward and funny. Thank you also for listening to my rants!:D Our gym thing is really hopeless. HAHA! Lose weight! HAHA! I love you truckloads! <3

Amaris+Hazel: You two... You know I love you two loads la ok! HAHA! Thank you for being ever so cooperative during band and always cheering me up with your crap and stuffs. I really enjoy having senseless talks with you all. HAHA! I love you two loads!

Mae-Ann: My dearest beloved ASL, thank you for being SO responsible and approachable when you know your dearest SL ain't THAT responsible or approachable. HAHA! Also, Thank you for taking your own initiative to practise your parts to perfection. HAHA! Even I don't even do that. And what's more. I'm the SL--" HAHA. I feel so slack compared to you. HAHA! You are still the BESTEST junior I can have. HAHA!

My section+My class: HOLA! The awesome-est section/class, I love you guys truckloads! :D

The rest of the people who have cheered me up and blah, THANK YOU SO MUCH:D

See? Through all these bad things that happened to me, I've learnt to appreciate those who are always there for me, always with me through ups and downs. And I found out that I rant to a lot of people. All those who are close to me:D Words can't express my love for you all! love you guys!