Maybe it's just me. Or just the surrounding. But haven't you noticed so many stuffs happened lately that caused us to grow apart? You can call me paranoid or whatever. But I cherish every friendship that I have. Sometimes you are so superficial that i can just slap you for being such an ass. It's scary to see how much you've changed within a short span of 5 months. How you just changed into a cold hearted and unfeeling person. I really want to say those 3 words to you, but it may seem too melodramatic, considering the fact that I've already known you for so long. How do I let you know how I feel? Is it too late? Would it seem too abrupt? I've always been good at dissembling my feelings. Perhaps my reticence was the cause of all the problems.
Maybe i should say it now. But saying it may cause an acrimonious argument and i reallyyy dread that. But who can stop me from believing the benefit of the doubt?
So I am going to say it, right here, right now.
Hey girl, i hate you. And i really do.