things aren't the way they used to be. I haven't found answers yet along the way to all my questions on where I need to be or what to believe. if I can lay claim to any achievement here's my secret: I'm still unsure of everything. we all lose ourselves in the fire we have lit but don't worry I won't get burned by it.. we'll just cross our legs and keep on moving even though there is no easy answer to where we want to be. I don't always have all the right words. we don't always have all the right words. I'm still learning. we're all still learning that we never have enough space but we seem so far away. I'm listening... if today the ground gives in I hope we won't fall alone. lets take a moment to throw our cautions to the wind. let's see you and me by way of our new days.

i really hope those things we talked abt just now won't happen.