i know that i'm not a proficient senior, nor am i that responsible. i admit that i have my shortcomings and all, but i still try my best. so i sincerely hope that percussion section will really improve and that we will play our very best for the band. right now, all i want to say to the juniors is that i really hope you guys can respect your seniors and not disobey them. i know that it's not easy. but i just reallyreally want you guys to spare a thought for us so that we won't have so many conflicts.

its not whether you want it or not, but rather the circumstances around you has led you to choose the path you have chosen. many of the things we do aren't exactly things that we enjoy doing, but rather things that we know we have to do sooner or later. and for my portion, giving my all is what I have and choose to do. i stand firm on whatever ground I have decided to stand upon, regardless of whether it wants to give way or not.

i really wish i could crush up everything that i've been feeling these past few days and fling it out of existence. maybe i would feel much better.

thank you rina and mae ann for being such awesome section mates. i really appreciate it(: