to a certain someone. you should know who you are.

i d i o t you... why do you always have to make me feel so darn bad? i knew i should have isolated from you. you don't deserve to go through all those shit im putting you through. im sorry. i shouldn't have befriended you. you deserve so much better. im not good enough for you. but try as i might to want to forget you. not to miss you, i can't do it. because it's so hard to do so. i really want to forget you. forget our friendship once and for all.

im not cut out to be a friend. you deserve so much better. maybe im better off as a loner. i rather be a loner than to let anyone go through all those pain. i should never have attempted to befriend anyone. you don't deserve to go through all that pain. i don't deserve anyone or anything that good.