im.damn.pissed. i admit i was like this to sarah and michelle last time when they're arnd. i admit i show them attitude. i admit i talk back to them. i admit i did all sorts of things trying to piss them off... i admit im like you all. i admit i don't respect the seniors last time. but not as bad as you all. i know that my strokes suck. i know that my drum skills suck. but im trying to improve myself. and im NOT JOKING ARND WITH YOU ALL WHEN I SAY RESPECT YOUR SENIORS AND NOT TALK BACK TO THEM! i know i joke arnd with you all. maybe that's why you think im joking all of the time. but im really serious when i ask you all to respect your seniors. i know im rude to the seniors. i know that our section used to joke arnd. but as we joke arnd, we still manage to get everything done and our parts played well. i know we can't be like the last time. where we joke arnd everytime and still able to get our jobs done. i want to joke arnd. like how i used to last time. but seeing you all like that, i really dowan to joke arnd. if you all get your parts done, we can all joke arnd. and not joking arnd without getting anything done. i really want to go back to last time, where we joke arnd. really. i wish i could do that. and if i knew that our section would be like this today, i would have cherished all the times spent with sarah and michelle. i really would.the way i see you all today, joking arnd, talking back to your seniors, not respecting them, i really have the urge to scream at you all... but i have no rights to do that. is it a COP you all really want? cause if that's what you want, i would rather quit band. i dowan to disappoint any of the seniors. i dowan to disappoint sir. i dowan to disappoint myself. you all have potential. i can see that. but please. there's a time and place for everything. it's not a joking session when we have sectionals. be a little more serious. i have nothing left to say.