school's just so tiring nowadays that when i get home, i just want to plop and sleep. and tsktsk never fails to make me smile like a looney when i see him online(: no. im not in love with him. tsk. RINA! DON'T THINK SICK. haha.

anyhow, today, mrs jacob made us go home and ask our parents this two questions.
1. what would you do if you see a girl showing affection in the public for a guy?
2. what would you do if you see me showing affection in the public for a guy?
it's like HELLO???? i don't even have to ask my parents i know the answer already. they'll say: 'then i'll slap you.' WTH!!! and then during live lesson, leow let us watch a movie abt sex blahblahblah. and he made us discuss abt what jacob asked today. and we were like telling each other:'wah! then you go airport see your brother who went overseas to study and when he come back, you don't hug him meh?' hahaha. and after the movie, leow ask us to present what our definition of affection is. and hanya was talking abt like how we sometimes see guys like wuzun and go gaga over him and how we sometimes mistaken affection for love. i was like totally saying:'there's ABSOLUTELY NOTHING WRONG WITH HUGGING IN THE PUBLIC!!!' super no comment. i mean. there's nothing wrong with hugging your friends to congratulate them or whatsoever? i mean, you can't even hug your friends when you see them? what will happen to my morning hugs from et??? RAH! you can't even hug your friend when they're down! it's super NO COMMENT!!! and i just realised, today, most of the lessons, like chinese, live, they're all talking about SEX!!! HAHAHA.

i dunno how. rina just made me angry. with like no reason. haha. i must be pms-ing. anyway, i'll get to see her in band tomorrow((: hooray! and it scares me just to think abt SYF... which is like coming soon and im damn scared that im gonna freak out and faint before SYF. i mean. honestly. what if i screw up my running notes? gosh. im damn dead. i don't want to think abt it anymore.
im damn scared.

syf. run far far away from me. cause i roar and bite. tell me. where's the logic in that? but it shouldn't be surprising cause i have absolutely no logic! HA!