why is it that i feel happier when i talk to other people but you? You tore my heart into a million pieces. Yes. You. It’s the end of me… and our friendship. say bye to our as close as sisters friendship.Only normal friends now. At least I feel better.well, it's time for me to see things in a different light though it came crashing into me like heavy truck, slamming me into a denial state. i never want to believe how little you saw our friendship as. something so insignificant. how ironic you say something and mean another in the end. will it be better to take it as if i dont know you? i cant fake my smile and cheerfulness just to get by in school. now you've nothing to say. to think that you said i left you out once before. so i compromised : ALWAYS initiating the convo or do whatever shit. all these while, the only times we really talked is just about is either NOTHING AT ALL or very minor things. i can even do that to a stranger man. You turn your back on me and treat me as if i dont exist. i dont even know why i was so foolish to sacrifice my friends, listen to her and not leave you out. thank you for always making feel like a fool just staring into nothingness and watch you leave me out as usual.it's not that i didnt bother getting involve, it's just that you somehow will find a way to brush me off. i doubt you even care about me. no wait. you never cared. you dont even bother asking how did i fair for my exams. im upset that im not being appreciated and sick of being your spare tyre. I am not your last resort. to think that i used to think so highly of you, the promises we kept, having heart to heart chats, swimming, etc i enjoyed those times. thank you for just crushing everything in one split second of what you did. since it's almost blown then i think we can let it sink down even more. as quoted by SIMPLE PLAN: thank you for showing me that best friends cannot be trusted. the friendship, the good times we had. YOU CAN HAVE IT BACK.
Finally it's the end of the exams! YES! OFFICIALLY OVER! Lol… sarah, jia you. Then me and rina can suan you once more. Hahaha. hmm, im feeling so much better after all DAT stress. MY ENERGY DRAINED and MY SLEEP DEPRIVED. HAHAHAHA. :D now it's pure bliss. well, to ET: you're one friend i know i can always talk to and count on. i never want to let you go! though you are silly at times..... nevertheless, thank you for everything you've done for me, encouraging and cheering me on.most imptly, i LOVEEEE YOU. you encourage me when i was already on the verge of breaking. HAHAHAHA. =D thank you for all the laughter and tears we went through though our friendship once went rocky!